Not Tomorrow, Not Yet
Last night was Us—
Monday Night Football with the gang,
then Sylvan,
the kind of cuddles
we‘d both been needing
for longer than we’d admit.
Talked ‘til 3 a.m.,
the way we do
when time forgets itself.
At the door you said,
“I’m not going to see you tomorrow, Tj.”
I nodded.
I believed you.
(I tried to)
10:50 a.m. today: “I’m hungry.”
We both know what that means…
Lunch appeared, easy as breathing.
You ate,
I worked,
we shared a room
and the same soft air.
Then I cancelled my flight, (obviously)
booked another Sylvan night—
because not tomorrow…
not yet.
This streak— our longest by far, Mari,
it’d be such a shame
to come up shy of the record
for something as silly as a schedule—
You might come back this afternoon,
or this evening.
(nap factor pending)
You teased bringing Coal for a nap—
extraordinary,
even if only for a single dream.
Either way, I’ll be here.
Lights on, (or off, as needed)
breath steady,
us being *Us*.
The best August—
sliding into the best September,
hand over hand,
night over night—
and every time tomorrow tries to interrupt,
we whisper back:
“Not tomorrow,
not yet.”
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